I am I... Do not change me, condemn me, nor
put me down. Accept me for what I am, NO you DONT have to agree with me, but accept me. For I am total in being,
I have my faults, I have my guilts, but that is who I am. PERFECT I WILL NEVER BE!!! Allow me to be uninhibited, DO NOT PRESURE
ME into feeling what I do not feel. Accept me when I am flying high, as I have accepted you when you were flying high.
Do not put me down, nor make me feel unhappy about me. I AM I... AND I LIKE BEING WHAT I AM...
Did you care? All the nights I cried, Worried
about what you were doing...Thinking negative all the time, feeling worthless, empty, feeling no one cared...but now I look
past the hurt and pain, realizing I am loved by many people, they help me through all of what you caused...Im not blaming
you, Im thanking you.
Sometimes you find out what you wanted, isn't really
what you need. And the dream and all it's promise was never meant to be.
All your hope and desperation, won't make it
like it was and you believe the pain will never pass, believe me in time it does.
You can always close your eyes to the things
you don't wanna see...but you can't close your heart to the things you don't wanna feel.
BUT I'M STILL LIVING WITH YOUR GOODBYE
AND YOU'RE JUST GOING ON WITH YOUR
LIFE
HOW CAN YOU JUST WALK ON BY
WITHOUT ONE TEAR IN YOUR EYE
DON'T
YOU HAVE THE SLIGHTEST FEELINGS LEFT FOR ME
MAYBE THAT'S JUST YOUR WAY
OF DEALING WITH THE PAIN
FORGETTING EVERYTHING
BETWEEN OUR RISE AND FALL
LIKE WE NEVER LOVED AT ALL
ii WANTED
ii WANTED YOU TO STAY
'CAUSE
ii NEEDED
ii NEEDED TO HEAR YOU SAY
THAT ii LOVE YOU
ii HAVE LOVED YOU ALL ALONG
AND ii FORGiiVE YOU
FOR BEiiNG
AWAY FOR FAR TOO LONG
'CAUSE ii'M NOT LEAViiNG YOU ANYMORE
BELiiEVE iiT
HOLD ON TO ME AND, NEVER LET ME GO
Does
it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy?
Now that I'm lost left with nothing
I let those hard days get me down
And all the things I hate got in my way
I
could of screamed without a sound
I found myself silenced by those things they say
But I woke up to real life
And
I realized its not worth running from anymore
When there was nowhere left to hide I found out
That nothings real here
but I wont stop now until I find a better
part of me
Thats out there somewhere
And
it cant be that far away
Thats where ill find myself
And ill find my way out
Thats where ill find out
My time is on its way
I'll f a l l but I won't break
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
Well, thanks for stopping this beating in my chest. It's easier now, and I'm happy
like this.
Just like this.
Even though I ain't coming back now, I didn't mean to seem as though I was so ungreatful
for all you've done here.
FALLiiNG iiS EASY BUT iiTS GETTiiNG BACK UP THATS iiS THE PROBLEM
TELL
ME WHATS GOiiNG ON
iiF YOU OPEN UP YOUR EYES
YOU'LL SEE SOMETHiiNG iiS WRONG
What they say
What they know
What they
think wont ever bring me down
This life is mine and I am my own
I'm trying to be somebody
I'm not trying to be somebody
else
This life is mine I lead
Don't you know me?
